Wednesday, December 2, 2009


So I'm in writing mode again, second time in two days :) This better keep up, because that way I'll eventually get around to continuing my story!!! (And eventually do my prototype article for the secret project involving rice and eggs ;D)

All I feel like writing as the moment, is my story with Amber. I know I know, thats all this blog seems to revolve around, but you must remember that Amber is a big part of my life (to me), and thus she seems to float around in my head lots :O Its also just a nice way of documenting whats happened in my life, so I can one day read about my life and decide if I stuffed up or not :P

So yesterday I spoke about how Amber told me she was over me and how devastating it was to me, not to mention that work wise, I was stressed out. She told me all that on the Monday. Now on the Tuesday I was to travel even further then I did on Monday. I was traveling to Bloemfontein, and then driving straight on to Kimberley. I would be staying over the night, and then driving through to Klerksdorp in the morning, followed by Potchefstroom, and then home. I stayed over at a very nice guest lodge. At first, I was so bummed at being alone, I really would have killed for some company considering how I was feeling, but then I realised that it was probably for the best as I would have probably made for some very bad company to the other person. If I remember correctly, I spent some time on mxit, and Amber was online too. I didn't want to say anything to her. True to my word, when she told me that it would be best if I avoid her too, I told her I'd stay out of her life. She, obviously wouldn't want to talk to me either. It was sucky though, hoping that perhaps she would send me a simple "hi" or something. I was grateful for being exhausted that evening (I was up and on the road at 03:45 and only finished work at 18:40 or so with zero breaks between). Being exhausted made it so much easier to sleep, or so I thought it would, but I still ended up going to bed late that night. I got 1 hours sleep the night before, and on this evening I only got 4 hours or so. Very exhausting stuff :P the following day went ahead, me driving all over SA again, and I finally got home. All I wanted to do was sleep, but again, I only got 4 hours :O So that was 9 hours in 3 days -_- I wasn't in the best of moods...

To my surprise, come Thursday, I had a FB Inbox message from Amber:


Hey, I can't quite remember what you said about selling a spare monitor....? I was just curious.

( I bought a printer today :x ) 
You don't have to reply if you don't want.


It was an utterly random message, I had mentioned possibly selling my lcd screen to her a week or so before, and it was just so weird of her to be querying it now O_o maybe she just wanted to see if I would reply. I didn't. 

It was then Friday already, and I was very much looking forward to youth, but not so much to seeing her... It would just hurt me a lot. Especially considering that the Friday before I found excuse to be around her as much as possible, with a rejction at the end of the evening. So I really wasn't amped :P 

Well thats me done for the day :P I shall carry on tomorrow methinks :) I apologise if this story is not making sense so far... This happened mid October (quite a while ago :P) so I'm racking my brain trying to make sure my information is accurate :)

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